Baseball season is upon us. Three of our kids are playing Little League this Spring and the ballfield has become our second home. I enjoy watching them play. For them, it’s a time to see old friends and make some new ones. Our children take after my husband and I, they are social butterflies! So it’s easy to see the excitment they have as they run to their respective team huddles to warm up for the game. It’s definately a challenge, getting the kids to practices and games on time, making sure they have all their equipment, and keeping the uniform shirts, pants, socks, and hats from magically disappearing in our household of seven. Every year I learn a little more about sport organization in the house. This year I implemented the “all uniforms stay on the freezer” rule. After I clean their uniforms, they are folded and put on a small chest freezer in our kitchen. When the kids come home from a game, they take off their dirty uniform and put it on top of the freezer. So whether clean or dirty, the uniform in it’s entirety can be found on the freezer (unless it’s in the washer or hanging on the clothes line). I knew this would be such a simple fix for the “I can’t find my …” episodes. Last year we added hooks to their bedroom walls to hang their bat bags on. After a game the bat bags come back into the house, water bottles get thrown in the sink and empty wrappers from snacks and other trash is thrown out. Then the bags get zipped up, all equipment inside, and hung in their bedrooms. Every family has to do what works best for them.
It all worked out great in my mind, and some days I do see the “plan” working out well. But, then there are days it totally fails. Isn’t it easy, though to imagine how a detailed plan should look? Yet, when the process is physically put into motion, something or someone tends to mess it up. The kids would rather keep their bat bags in the car because they have a game or practice the following night, leaving all their trash and uncleaned water bottles inside it. The uniform on the freezer was craftly grabbed off the freezer by the 4 yr old and now he doen’t know where he threw it. Or the uniform was taken off in a bedroom, and never made it back to the freezer to begin with. I sometimes feel like a broken record, “Have you gone through your bags? Throw your trash away! I’m cleaning water bottles now, not later! Where is your uniform at?” I’m pretty sure I say these phrases in my sleep. Yet, in the same way of not following a perfect plan, we do the same thing to our Heavenly Father.
I’m teaching a new study to the youth girls at church. Last Sunday I shared once more part of my testimony with them. I explained that while in college I fell away from God. The Creator of the universe, who loves me deeply and passionately, more than I could ever grasp. The one I vowed to follow for the rest of my life, to let lead and guide me. I pulled away from His instruction and plan for my life, and decided to take my own path. Many people may look at that wasted time in my life and say “Well, at least you came back to Him.” Or “We all have past mistakes, God doesn’t love you any less.” And they would be correct. However, I wonder, what blessings from God I have missed out on. What punishments have I endured that will effect the remiaining of my life, and could have been avoided? You see, just as I reprimand our children for not following the implemented organizational plans, our Lord God, disciplines His children who don’t follow His predestined plans. Yes, He is a loving God. So loving, He created a world for us to be in together. So loving He sent His only Son to die for our sins when His presence could not be around the unrighteousness we created in His world. So loving He pursues us to know and become an example of His Son so we may Glory in His presence for eternity. So loving, He will reprimand us to help us learn from our mistakes and grow closer to Him again. I can’t answer what would be different. But I don’t want the youth I teach, or even my children to have the same sense of regret that I do. My prayer for them is that they hold tight to the teachings they are growing in. That the Lord guides their path, the plan He has set just for them, and they choose to follow it, basking in the blessings he has ready for them. Though this will be a personal decision for each of them to daily make, I pray they take God’s perfect plan, and obey His rules. Because those of us who make a mess of it, have surely made some messes in our own lives. Many that could have easily been avoided if we just follwed His well thought out plan. Are you following His plan today? If you are, you know the sense of peace I experience daily from only His great grace and you also long to know the Lord more closely and intimately!
* And if you faithfully obey the voice of the Lord your God, being careful to do all his commandments that I command you today, the Lord your God will set you high above all the nations of the earth. And all these blessings shall come upon you and overtake you, if you obey the voice of the Lord your God. Deuteronomy 28: 1-2